Mark Pierre Vorkosigan / "Peter Kane" (
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barrayar2016-01-22 09:49 pm
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I am junking up this beautiful community with this junk
All the other starters are so beautiful but instead I'm coming in and ruining everything with this useless post with this sad sack
Comment to this post and I will write you something
Comment to this post and I will write you something
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This one just accepts them, matter-of-fact.]
Ha, no. [Story of his life, that problem.] But that's probably for the best, or we'd be computers. You've no idea how relieved I was that my oath-binding only works on sincere oaths.
[Seeing him take another omelette provokes Gregor into pushing the yogurt and sliced fruit in his direction, too.]
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[ Another glance up, uneasy, when Gregor pushes food towards him, but - no mockery or danger in the Emperor's expression. So the clone grabs a handful of sliced apples.
He's not a completely bottomless pit: he's starting to slow down on the second omelet. ]
With people's powers.
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[Gregor seems quite comfortable with this for someone who'd stared in horror at his file upon first arrival. That's what months living half in Miles's head will do you. Acclimation for anyone.
He's glad to see him slow down on eating, if only for that it means less implied worrying. Maybe he'll adjust as time goes on. Gregor is inferring some ugly things about his upbringing from this-- he'd never truly thought about how skinny Miles is for his size, since it's so obviously just from his absurd amount of energy and flinging himself pell-mell at everything, but...]
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Do you keep the link open all the time? With him? I could feel how...worried he was, that you shut him out while talking to me.
[ He swallows half an apple wedge.
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Pretty much. With everyone else it's more like what I've set up with you. [Gregor nods at him. Just a little bit open, enough to knock on his door, so to speak, or feel if anything major happens.] But Miles... well, you have to know we grew up together. There's really nothing we were hiding from each other in the first place.
[Which is a lie at this point but Gregor is still firmly in deny-my-feelings-existence phase.]
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Growing up with someone doesn't mean not hiding anything from them. You hide plenty. And sharing emotions is different from sharing other things.
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Lord Vorkosigan was accused of treason a few years ago.
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[There's just enough self-directed sourness there to show that he really does castigate himself over that.]
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Well...It makes the theory of implicit trust since childhood a little more difficult.
[ He doesn't know why he's doing this - why he's prying. But he's prying. ]
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He swallows a bite of food before responding.] You don't know how stable something is until you've tested the foundation. We survived that, ergo, I feel sure of our future survival.
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I decided what I want the payment to be, by the way.
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Go on.
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House Bharaputra. On Jackson's Whole. They run a clone brain-transplant service. I want it broken up.
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[Slowly, a wide smile overtakes Gregor's face. It has the certain color of satisfied pleasure to it.]
I so rarely get to make orders like that, you know. Unequivocally good ones. I'll enjoy it.
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You'll...do it, then?
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[Gregor is young enough here to still find exerting his authority a bit dizzying, both in the scary and exhilarating sense, admittedly.]
You said yourself it's a trade, isn't it? Though you realize, after this is agreed, the table's wiped clean. We can only make new debts from here, ad infinitum.
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It's what I want.
[ And then his glower fades into something a little more suspicious. ]
You're not going to argue me down at all. Into something easier.
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No, no, that's not what I mean at all. I've no argument. What I mean is...
[His voice softens.] From here, we'll have to go forward.
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[ Sorry, Gregor. He can't get past this thing. ]
You didn't try to negotiate at all. [ He points at the Emperor. ] Negotiation in something like this isn't just Jacksonian. It's rational. Breaking up the brain-transplant business will mean a major commitment of troops and money both. Even taking into account the time-value advantage you get in this trade from my immediate service, as opposed to your commitment down the line, you're still giving more than you get.
[ Because, as it turns out, once the kid opens up and starts answering in more than just monosyllables, he's actually pretty smart. ]
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[Gregor lets that sit in silence for a few long seconds, humor wiped from his expression, softly inviting him to consider just what it is Gregor is getting, in scope.
But, so as not to press him too hard, he eventually adds,] As for investment of troops, I'd just put Miles on it. Well, I'd have Simon put Miles on it. He'd be thrilled. Over the moon, in fact, to do something for you. Win-win-win.
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Bharaputra is a House Major of Jackson's Whole. The retribution against Barrayar... [ But - Simon. His understanding catches up. ] Unless it was a covert mission. Yes. Does my progenitor do covert?
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You should hash it out with him-- he'd love to plan the whole thing out with your input, I'm sure, as a mental exercise.
[Can you be a go-between for brothers? Gregor really does wonder if this is how Cordelia feels at all times.]
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He shoves two more apple slices into his mouth, both at the same time. ]
It explains why we couldn't find him. If he had another persona.
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[Gregor watches him for a moment, but breaks the possible tension of that by diverting himself to drink his tea, and go back to his food.]
Does that resolve the matter for you, then?
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