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Zuko · 蘇科 ([personal profile] flammatory) wrote in [community profile] barrayar2017-01-16 04:47 pm

idk I guess I still play this dumb asshole

Tag me or something. Let me know if you have a preference for canon point (I usually default to post-show with some comics inspo). Also feel free to comment blank and I'll make a prompt.
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i'm sorry this was supposed to be a guardian meme and iT JUST TURNED INTO WAR

[personal profile] obinaw 2017-01-17 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
"I know you won't. Please, Zuko, sit. Before we begin, we must talk."

As if in demonstration - as Zuko is, it seems, a formal young man even though Iroh's reports have suggested one as strong-willed and obstinate as Obi-Wan himself, and Anakin before him - Obi-Wan has a seat, gesturing at the seat opposite him. If Zuko feels as though his every move is being closely watched... well, it's because it is. Observation is just one part of being a good Master, and while others would argue with him, Obi-Wan considers himself a very good Master indeed, Anakin's fits of pique aside; he is proud of what he has become, and he thinks that he will be proud of what Zuko will become as well, given time.

"You see, young one, while you have seen much fighting already, our position is on the front lines of this war. You have been prepared for this moment, but to work together underneath such circumstances, we must have trust in one another - I in you, and you in me. And while I have no doubts that you have been taught well, the only way to learn trust is to earn it."

And that goes for the both of them. Of course, they'll find themselves in the field before trust is earned (they simply don't have the luxury to spend time with one another in the way Obi-Wan would prefer, not anymore, not with so many lives on the line), but he hopes to spend as much quality time with him as possible first.

"So first, I ought to ask - do you have any questions?"

He doubts the boy will be terribly forthcoming, but he has to ask. If nothing else, the mere absence of questioning will tell him just as much as his questions would.
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[personal profile] obinaw 2017-01-18 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan smiles a little, ducking his head. He's eager to get going, as most young ones are. He can't say that Zuko doesn't know what the heat of battle is like as it is - after you've watched your Master die, nothing is ever the same - but he certainly isn't wholly aware of the scope of what he's thrusting himself into. He is young, still, and full of eagerness to prove himself to...

To himself, Obi-Wan imagines, which is the most difficult person to appease of all. But eagerness to fight is certainly not the sort of question he had in mind, and not one that he will be entertaining for very long. "Rest assured, if we were needed in battle, that is indeed where we would be. No, I have Council business here, so it should be some time before we are out on the front lines once more. Anakin and Ahsoka have things on the front line well in hand for now - you will get to know them as well, in time."

And those are names that Zuko will know as well, he imagines; Anakin's racked up quite a reputation for himself, and while Ahsoka has accomplished much on her own, he knows that her name is mostly spoken alongside Anakin's. Either way, it's common knowledge that despite the fact that Anakin is no longer his Padawan, they work together more often than not. There's a bond between Master and Padawan, and such a bond would be a foolish thing to waste, particularly when they work so well together, and when there are few other Jedi with the patience to handle Anakin and his many whims.

"That gives us more than enough time to prepare, and to get to know one another. And if you have no questions for me, I certainly have questions for you." He offers Zuko a small smile, hoping to put the young man at ease while simultaneously admitting to himself that it will likely do nothing of the kind. He'll lob a few softballs at him first before getting personal. It's only fair.

"Perhaps you can start by telling me of your experiences, and of the form of combat that you prefer."
obinaw: (this is how you can tell im thinking)

[personal profile] obinaw 2017-01-20 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
"It is a common thing, to have to learn to control one's emotions before embarking on combat training, even when you are physically fit."

And if Master Iroh deemed that Zuko wasn't ready prior to now, after his Master's death? Zuko certainly isn't ready now. It's fortunate that Obi-Wan is no stranger to dealing with others' loss, and guiding them through it to the best of his abilities. Anakin has never truly gotten over it - but they had pushed him ahead anyway, knowing that his presence in the war was invaluable, trusting in his control to truly find serenity one day - but here, he thinks, he may have at least a bit more time.

"But I'm sure you know what this means, Zuko. I know that you do not wish to speak of it, that your grief is still raw, but in time, we must speak of your loss - and how you are coping with it. There are those who claim that rage is what truly turns us to the Dark Side, and while there is truth in that, I believe it has a more common root in loss, something that we have very little control over, save for what we do with it."

He settles his hands on his knees, remembering when he had lost his own Master, remembering how that had lit a flame in him he didn't know how to handle, how instead of further guidance, he was given a Padawan of his own, dealing with his own personal demons.

"You needn't speak of it now, if it is still too soon. But we must speak of it soon, and with honesty - when we speak of it, there are no wrong answers. The more honest we can be with one another, the faster you may find yourself a Knight."

While he may be playing off of Zuko's natural urges to progress in his life, to contribute to the war he had grown in the midst of, there is no dishonesty in his words, no great manipulation; he knows that should Zuko not be honest now, his grief will only grow over time, and turn into something new and sinister. They must speak of it now, and grieve together, and find hope at the end of the tunnel, at the end of all things.