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Mark Pierre Vorkosigan / "Peter Kane" ([personal profile] jacksonian) wrote in [community profile] barrayar2016-01-22 09:49 pm

I am junking up this beautiful community with this junk

All the other starters are so beautiful but instead I'm coming in and ruining everything with this useless post with this sad sack
Comment to this post and I will write you something
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-23 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Now this is an odd response. The grin is all Miles, but Gregor is used to reading him, Miles no less relaxed around Gregor as Gregor is around him.

He nudges his horse over a fallen branch and casts his companion a sidelong, speculative glance. An obvious deflection around a chance to brag to a rare audience about his exploits reads as concerning, not about his identity but just about what must've happened.

"It's woefully unglamorous work, is what it is. Not that what you do isn't unglamorous at times. Did something happen, last mission? I know you don't put everything in your reports to Simon."

He doesn't know that for a fact straight from him, but he just assumes.
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-23 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
But there's really only one possible answer to his question, with Gregor's wistful envy for his second life.

"Of course. It's all fascinating to me. Plus I've met a few of your Dendarii, remember? I admit I scan the casualty report to see if anyone whose name I remember is on it... Elena, for one."

That's a morbid comment but the pure truth, and Gregor tries to ease into the discussion, gentle Miles into revealing whatever it is that's bothering him. He thinks it might be easier for him to come at it sideways, assuring him that he doesn't need any of the story repeated if he doesn't wish to go into it. Just straight to the bit that he needs to get off his chest.
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-23 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
He was a bit concerned and curious earlier, but now he's progressing straight into actively worried, Gregor frowning at him directly, eyebrows knitting. Distracting Gregor from the point is fairly futile. He'd be a supremely ineffective emperor if he were that simple to manipulate, and he's made damned sure he isn't, these days.

"Miles, that was particularly ham-handed of you. Is there some reason you don't want to tell me? You can just say so. You know I'm not going to demand it of you." He says that with a sort of duh tone in there, as if the thought of Gregor using his rank to compel answers is ludicrous and they both know it.

"I thought you might like a chance to vent, since I know you won't speak to your mother. I don't think you ever put everything that happened in the report. That's why Simon keeps sending them back with a million corrections."
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-24 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
This is both the right note and... not quite right. Miles always does want spectacular successes, and he is haunted by those that are killed under his command (who isn't; Gregor knows that keenly himself) but at the same time...

It's very cavalier. Miles is only cavalier when he's hiding something, or focused on some other goal and subsequently impatient, or... speaking to someone he doesn't know.

"Yes, interesting." But that's all he says for some time, Gregor keeping his gaze focused ahead now, thinking carefully. He's often found that staying quiet invites others to incriminate themselves-- not that he thinks of incriminating Miles, but if there's anyone prone to filling silence, it's him. Normally he makes it look deceptively easy in a way Gregor wishes he could emulate. When he can't, that's another sign to worry.