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Jean-Claude ([personal profile] sourdre) wrote in [community profile] barrayar2020-07-09 10:42 am

I am sincere, even when I lie

Jean-Claude found the whole request terribly amusing. And more than a little gratifying to his ego, less so to have his power acknowledged and more in terms of how representative it is of his success in ingratiating himself to the human world. Vampires have not been legal ten years yet, and already Jean-Claude is considered approachable enough, dangerous yet safe enough, to receive requests like these.

There was a considerable amount of work behind that, and more than being a Master of the City or even a sourdre de sang, it is not something another vampire could do, or has done.

So it puts him in a good enough mood to accept. He has many questions of his own, but he prefers to ask them in person and on his own territory. Although he knows phones and computers, Jean-Claude has never gotten comfortable with them, as they remain a peculiarly human insistence. Important vampire functions are always carried out in person, no matter the distance to travel. The time involved feels immaterial when you are immortal until killed.

Of course, he puts on a show for his visitor, awaiting him in an old-fashioned receiving room beneath the Circus of the Damned. The Circus itself might've been an experience just to walk through on the way down - there are a couple truly singular acts, such as the world's last living lamia, a fierce and inhuman woman with the lower body of a snake. On entering the restricted area, the Circus's dark gothic decor meant for tourists gives way to a more sincere and lavish set of living quarters. Bronze sconces and both fine and modern art line the stone walls, far enough underground to be devoid of windows, and tufted area rugs scatter between clean white and black furniture. Staff and residents mill about, casting the visitor curious and sometimes covetous looks, but leave him alone given his escort, who he sheds at the door to the receiving room.

Jean-Claude himself is arranged on a wing-backed armchair, an over-the-top vision in lace and leather, as always, one leg slung over the other. He has an empty wine glass in his hand as a prop, and water and wine set out on a coffee table between the chairs and couches.

"Monsieur Sims, welcome," he says in his smooth, tactile voice, without standing. "Have a seat. Help yourself. It is a pleasure to receive such a distinguished guest so unattached from my normal circles." He smiles a politician's smile, polite and sincere while giving away nothing of substance.
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[personal profile] end_recording 2020-07-18 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll, um, need to see the full list to consider," Jon says stiffly, as unpracticed with gratitude as he is with trust. His pulse stays rabbit-fast but some of the tension goes out of him; His hands stop trying to strangle one another quite so fiercely.

"And - and we'll need to go over the risks of having me here," he manages a bit more firmly.
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[personal profile] end_recording 2020-07-19 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Er, now...?" Jon sounds tentative but hopeful. He is at least not rude enough to say that sounds better than dinner, but Jean-Claude knows him well-enough.
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[personal profile] end_recording 2020-07-20 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"The arduer I've heard so much about," Jon says dryly, because of course Jean-Claude had been tight-lipped about it. He might sound a tad smug, too, to see Jean-Claude less than fully in control of the situation, for once.

He's halfway through getting up when it occurs to him that Jean-Claude asked Jon to make a choice rather than ordered Jon to leave. This might well be his only chance to experience it. He could interrogate Jean-Claude's taste, but the many was centuries old. If historical portraits were anything to go by, Jean-Claude had dealt with people far worse off in looks than Jon. And Jon was an expedient choice at the moment.

"It's unlikely to have a conventional effect on me, anyway," Jon says, sitting back down.
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[personal profile] end_recording 2020-07-20 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm sure it will do all of that and more," Jon retorts crisply. He's not unaware Jean-Claude is merely being cautious, but really - Jon is a researcher, he knows what the ardeur entails. Other avatars had done far stranger things to his body - with and without consent - than mere sex. In the past few weeks, Jean-Claude had never subjected Jon to anything painful or even unpleasant - quite the opposite. Being around Jean-Claude constantly made Jon aware of his nature in pleasurable ways, as opposed to feeling it most keenly when he was starving.

Besides, Jon was considering rearranging his entire life around Jean-Claude not five minutes ago. It made a certain kind of sense to see what Jean-Claude would do with Jon fully in his thrall.

"If - if you're not telling me to leave, then I am staying." Jon makes sure to look Jean-Claude in the eyes when he says it.
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Jon's dominant right hand is badly scarred by a burn, patterned as if a burning hand had grasped him for a shake. It's a wonder the hand and fingers are all whole and functional. Jean-Claude has seem him hesitate and fumble many times before when reaching out with it, usually switching to his left. This time, the hand darts out immediately. His fingers curl into the lace cuffs as if he suspects Jean-Claude to try and retreat.
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Jon swoons in the initial rush, the ardeur twining with Eye's approval and overwhelming every nerve in Jon's body. Jon comes back to awareness as Jean-Claude's mouth works up his hand; he stares at him with dark, wide eyes, his hand shaking.

"I'm not - experienced," Jon says faintly. "I-I don't normally, I won't be... any good at it." Jon's words sound unconvincing even to himself; none of that seems to matter when just the touch of Jean-Claude's mouth through the thick, insensitive scar tissue makes him want to writhe with sensation.
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The reminder helps. Jon flicks a glance up at Jean-Claude face, needing the gauge him one more for extra reassurance. The coolness of his skin is a balm against the frantic, unfamiliar heat building in Jon's body, and Jon brings his other hand to start pulling the shirt loose. There's some comfort in Jean-Claude being the first one naked; it gives Jon something to do, something to focus on. Perhaps Jean-Claude's body will be more revealing of his history than his stories. Much like Jon's body could tell tales of the last two years.

The first tug is too gentle to pull the shirt free from Jean-Claude's trousers and Jon mutters about how they'll need scissors for the trousers, tugging again to pull the shirt tails loose. But he does quite have the nerve to stand up and pull the thing off of Jean-Claude
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Jean-Claude is hard to doubt right now, even for a professional like Jon. A terrier part of Jon's mind keeps chasing itself in tighter and tighter circles: Jean-Claude is an expert at dissembling, Jean-Claude could have arranged this all, knowing Jon would not be able to resist seeing the ardeur first hand. But then, so what? If Jean-Claude wanted to trap Jon by dazzling him with an endless parade supernatural phenomenon, that was just fine. That was just lovely, in fact. Something in Jon starts to uncoil, knowing that even the worse case scenario is far preferable to the life had had consigned himself to before coming to St. Louis.

Jon feels a flash of guilt, but it is comforting to see that the world has marked even someone as untouchable as Jean-Claude. He's not quite bold enough to reach out and touch one of those marks, or the cool expanse of Jean-Claude's chest, so the distraction and direction is welcome. Jon shivers in pleasure, wanting to rub his cheek all along that welcome chill. His eyes, when they meet Jean-Claude's, are lidded.

"You, um, you can have my blood - a-as much as you want, actually. I'll regenerate." There is a spike of tension at letting that information go; Jon plows ahead. "The uh, mind control—manipulation—we can save." For next time, but Jon seems to realize that that's presumptuous on both their part's, and bites it off there.
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[personal profile] end_recording 2020-07-30 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"A-ah—" Jon is slow to respond, letting Jean-Claude overwhelm the kiss while his words pulse through him. The last time Jon had had intimate contact with such a predator was when he had seen the Flesh's avatar: Jared Hopworth's unnatural, hulking mass ignoring all laws of reality as he sunk one of his many hands into Jon's body.

It had been painful and terrifying, knowing Jared could play with Jon's body like clay, but Jon remembered how he had felt, after. Aching, hot, and empty. Emptier in more than just the sense of the two ribs Jared had taken out. Jean-Claude brought that feeling searing back and promised to give Jon succor in the same breath.

Jon didn't like pain. But he wanted to feel it. He groans softly into the kiss, wanting to savor the process of Jean-Claude's hunt but wanting more. Jon was no less a predator himself but a stranger one, like a Venus flytrap with a taste for tigers.
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[personal profile] end_recording 2020-07-31 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Not even Jon's tongue is fully intact: there is a rough patch of scar tissue on both the top and the bottom. But the small cut heals instantly, yielding only that small drop.

"That ah, that might be a real concern..." Jon says faintly, echoing Jean-Claude's own thoughts. He moves his own tongue in his mouth, feeling for the cut that is no longer there. Then he swallows, using the table to push himself up. He's uncomfortably aware of how stuffy his own clothes feel, stiff clothe brushing and pressing against his hot, sensitive skin as he moves. "Right then."
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[personal profile] end_recording 2020-07-31 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Jon is fairly daunted by the scope of possibilities, but he supposes that among those activities would be him telling Jean-Claude to get on with things, and besides that Jon highly doubts his own sexual creativity.

"R-right, you should, ah -" Jon looks at the waistband of Jean-Claude's pants, but the first thing he does here is take off his own sweater and set it to the side. It doesn't reveal any more skin, but Jon does feel more naked in only the thin cotton of his collared shirt. That done, finally reaches for Jean-Claude's fly, and drags the fabric down Jean-Claude's thighs, enough to free his cock.

—Only to remember Jean-Claude is still wearing shoes. Ears hot, Jon kneels down in front of him, hyper conscious of Jean-Claude's aroused organ inches from his face and the way the position presses the seam of his own trousers against his organ. Of course he's not wearing a sensible pair of loafers. Jon hooks his fingers into the soft leather of his high boots and starts to tug it off, grumbling slightly when he has to lift Jean-Claude's heel.
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Jon sits back on his heels as Jean-Claude leans forward, hands dropping into his lap. Jean-Claude's voice is a sharp, precise strike that echoes through him, freezing him in place to watch the tableau Jean-Claude presents. Jon does watch him, eyes heavy but unblinking. A taxonomist's disinterested gaze: what compels his interest is not that Jean-Claude body is a perfection of the human form, but that it is a vessel optimized to hunt a certain prey, and hunt it well. Jean-Claude is hunting him even now.

Jean-Claude's words brush against him, and heat blooms in Jon and consumes any air he could have had to reply. Jon tries not to think of what the Eye thinks of him—Jon tries not to think about whether the Entities can even have thoughts—but he does think about what soil the Eye found in him, that it has flourished. And he thinks about how naked his hunger is to Jean-Claude, who seems to know it better than Jon himself.

Jon's hands are shaking when he reaches for Jean-Claude's boot again. Consciously, despite the awkward angle, he uses his scarred hand to brace so he can feel the unnatural sleekness of Jean-Claude's calf as his unmarred palm slides down it with the leather of his pants. He repeats the gesture on the second side, and folds the pants, and sets them and the boots to the side in a neat line.

Jon sits back again slightly, thighs shifting in restless discomfort as he looks over Jean-Claude's naked body. Then, remembering Jean-Claude's warning about time, he starts froward, bracing a hand on Jean-Claude's thigh so he can lean in and press the tip of Jean-Claude's cock into his mouth.
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