[ A little dangerous, in other words. Gregor, tall dark and dangerous ... The flare of desire that results is a well-worn one indeed. Not just Gregor, or special to him, but also familiar territory. Relatively safe, for all that it might be physically risky. It makes his surge of agreement that much easier to boil up.
All of it, he returns fiercely. There are things he must explore about his sexuality, that he's less sure of, but that's an easy one. You don't quite understand what it means for me to feel that. Because the flip side of that intense physicality, of being utterly at someone else's mercy, is the mercy. Knowing for sure that Gregor truly wants him is the balm that Miles needs to keep going. Gregor doing it for Miles first and foremost, and then himself, is beyond attractive. It adds a ridiculously hot layer to it in fact.
As fast and hard and rough as you can, he continues, blissfully feeding Gregor more mental images. Remember how I stop feeling my body when you're holding onto my pain? It's like that. I forget it. Paradoxically, maybe - he's feeling so much that he can't focus on any one thing, and thus it all slides into beautiful oblivion. ]
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All of it, he returns fiercely. There are things he must explore about his sexuality, that he's less sure of, but that's an easy one. You don't quite understand what it means for me to feel that. Because the flip side of that intense physicality, of being utterly at someone else's mercy, is the mercy. Knowing for sure that Gregor truly wants him is the balm that Miles needs to keep going. Gregor doing it for Miles first and foremost, and then himself, is beyond attractive. It adds a ridiculously hot layer to it in fact.
As fast and hard and rough as you can, he continues, blissfully feeding Gregor more mental images. Remember how I stop feeling my body when you're holding onto my pain? It's like that. I forget it. Paradoxically, maybe - he's feeling so much that he can't focus on any one thing, and thus it all slides into beautiful oblivion. ]