[ Honestly? No. He doesn't want to see a memory. He feels like if that memory turns out to be miserable, it'll just hurt to see - and if the memory is happy, it'll hurt even worse. But after all this, refusing would be...really awkward. And a little painful for Gregor, he thinks.
He's not sure when he started caring enough about Gregor to worry about whether or not he's being caused pain. He's not sure when he started caring about causing pain. It might be that he always cared, and he just never really actually inflicted pain before...He doesn't know.
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He's not sure when he started caring enough about Gregor to worry about whether or not he's being caused pain. He's not sure when he started caring about causing pain. It might be that he always cared, and he just never really actually inflicted pain before...He doesn't know.
Anyway. ]
All right. If you want to.